I have no friends and get teased about my weight, I'd usually vent this out through the Internet, playing games like minecraft and etc, but I have been grounded from it for a year, and I feel like anger is swelling up, but I don't like talking about my feelings, and making friends isn't easy halfway through middle school when everyone has made there friends, and when I do have a friend, I feel like a third wheel, always being replaced by someone and I see them hanging out and it makes me sad and angry to see I was just thrown out for them to hang out and go to parties, never being invited, I feel like a social outcast, I feel like I'll never fit in to anything, or have a friend, or just have fun with someone that isn't a family member or friend, I don't like going to family events, I feel like everyone is looking and judging me every second, I just don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore, it feels like it's just been wasted
I'm 13 and I'm angry and depressed?
A year is a long time to be forbidden from your Internet pastimes. I can see where your folks feel that you've been spending far too much time playing games on line, and not trying to develop any social relationships. However, I think it would improve your mental outlook to strike a deal with your folks - be allowed several hours of game time as a reward for eating right, or taking walks outdoors, or doing well in your classes.
Make a friend or two, but keep your friendships casual, and don't appear too needy. It will probably take quite a while before you're invited to hang out with them, and even longer to get to go to parties. If you can, be a little proactive, and think up some interesting things to do together that won't cost much money.
The teen years can be very hard for people who don't fit in, but when you get to college, the weirdos and nerds will look a whole lot more approachable than the jocks and sorority girls. And there will be plenty of clubs and activities to appeal to all interests. Hang in there a lot of worthwhile people have gone through the same thing you're going through, and come out the other side stronger and more sympathetic.
That is a rough place to be in. I have been there before. I use to change schools a lot when I was younger. I made some really bad decisions behind it that I wish that I never made. They are just feeling they are not facts. It is not easy to be your age and to go through some of the things that you are going through. I know that this will sound lame but it will get better. Looking back on those things now I hardly remember middle school. Despite my set backs in life, I'm doing really good. That which does not kill us will only make us stronger. Know that…